Today

Darkness surounds me

And I’m afraid.

Not cause of the monsters,

That dwell at night.

But because of monsters,

That dwell in light.

I fear for future,

I fear now.

Is it anxiousness I feel in my stomach?

Or just the coffee I drank?

Going on might help;

But pain won’t go away.

I know what I do not wish to know,

But no one will tell me what I want.

The mirror is shattered,

Every small piece send a reflection,

And the reflections all together,

Are me.

And the mirror shouldn’t be shattered,

I shouldn’t be in pieces.

And what I look for,

What I’d treasure most to have,

Is far, far away.

Today.