Learn to love the pain you feel

What's wrong me? Or not just me, everyone.
What's with these sadistic intentions.
And I don't mean hurting yourself physically,
but letting others hurt you pointlessly.

But hey, what other way is there?
To close off from everyone, just ignore everything around you? No, surely not!

A cheesy but beautiful story; In US, at a public high school, after series of suicides an anonymous person decided to hand-make hundreds of letters shaped like heart and glue them to everyone's locker. Best of all, the person stayed anonymous, earning no recognition.

I think it demonstrates how people should be in crisis.
My grandma said "Back in communism, nobody had anything. Things weren't so bright and shiny like they are now. But people were nicer to each other. We used to go picnicking with neighbours across the street. And now, only thing you know about your neighbours across the street is that the smoke from their garden shed smokes right in your windows and you hate them for it. And they don't care; they don't know you.


I will always like being deep in shit better than perfection.
Because perfection is bullshit.
Nothing can be perfect.
And so, if you have perfect life, it's bleak and empty. If there's nothing that could go wrong, it won't.


And that's why you should learn to love the pain you feel.
Because with great pain, great pleasure comes.
And the other way around.