Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Like a fuckin' rolercoaster

'Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results,' American novelist Rita Mae Brown once wrote.

But I say; Insanity is also doing different things and expecting the same results over and over again.

What more - having the same results again and again is good for hamsters, maybe. Not for me.


If I think about it, what haven't I done in my life?
I used to be quite the sports guy when I was little. On elementary school, I played soccer, tennis, floorball. Hell, I even tried karate!
Only thing to make my poor brain suffer I did back then was chess.

Something changed though; All of the things I was doing were seeming...meaningless.
And look at me now. All this young intellectual shit. Till the half of the next week, I'm supposed to solve 120 goddamn equations, write a part of a script for a play where I play main role, write the code for my program in Python programming language, learn a couple things for guitar, make a homework for the kids I teach as my job, go to a presentation about a music festival I help to organize as my second job, then I should really start writing one of the 2 short stories I am supposed to write (one in Czech, the other in English), then read a novel from age of romance. Fuck, is it even possible to do all that?

And then? What then? Nuffin'. Borin' ol' nuffin'. A couple days of chilling out in the Alps, just skiing and not doing anything. Then 10-days trip to France. Again, just chill (and learning French).

Oh, goodness, ain't it quite a life I live here.
If there are too many things to hold you down, make yourself proud. That'll take you up again.

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