Sunday, February 12, 2012

a tragic flaw.

Some of us have this ability,
Or is it rather a curse?
Of making ourselvles exceptionally sad.

It has something to do with anxiety about what’s important.
Usually, people get stressed out over daily problems.
That’s just pointless – and stressing.
I always did freak out real hysteric style about things I care about.
And that all, at absolutely random times.

We all have our „hey, why don’t you remember every stupid shit you’ve done in your life. That would be just so… demeaning“.
But I, tend to regret things that I’ve done less than things I didn’t do.
And, when I finally do the things I regretted I haven’t done, I either screw it up royaly or I regret I’ve done them.

And there goes my keeping cool head.
Seems I can only keep my head cool while solving others‘ problems.
Perhaps, that is why I like solving others‘ problems that much?
Feeling whole?

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