Not a good day, that's for sure

I feel like shit.

I went to school today for my first two classes only, then I skipped the rest.
I feel bad for doing so. I think it's very immature. I haven't skipped a class on purpose for a pretty long time. But I just couldn't go on. I almost fell asleep in school.

Also, this evening I was supposed to go to a ball. Missed that one too. Just to rest in fucking bed.
Just the attitude I always hated.
But I just need a break from my extremely tiring routine.

This blog solely takes up very much of my energy.
It makes me think and doubt the obvious.
Which is good, if there's anything good to think of.

But at least, this crazy time is about to end soon.

I hate the stressfulness and the celebration of consumn the Christmas carries.
And it just raises the pressure on me.

But damn, I could sure use the holiday, and the presents.
I'm running short on terrible amount of things.

I'm using a borrowed mp3 for about half a year now.
I don't have my own electric guitar, so I get to learn something on electric guitar one hour per week.
I have a phone for 20 bucks, cheapest samsung you could find, only calls and sms (and the sms memory is only 500 sms').
I need few parts for GBA cartridges that I'm trying to fix. Mainly batteries, but they're expensive as shit.
I need a computer mouse. Since my last one broke, I've been using a touchpad only.
I need an extra remote for Wii.
I want a capo for guitar.


There never were so many activities in my life before.
Which is good,
but not so easy to handle.
It's pretty exhausting actually.


But, hey, I gotta take challenges.