That's what she said

"I am afraid of happy people. They are chemically unbalanced."
-Shirley Manson

Nothing interesting happened today. No one read my little corner of the internet know as "blog".
There are too many blogs already, I guess.
But do the bloggers have anything to say?

I watch my former schoolmates on facebook.
They have such simple, happy lives.
Or is it just my subconscious desire to be special?

Humans are wondrous beings.
Especially girls.
Those girls, that make you smile.
And don't fuck black guys behind your back.
(actually there are no black guys in CZ)
(no racist pun intended - but some narrow-minded americans might find it insulting, I guess.)
(Didn't mean to insult americans either.)

I feel like I am writing this whole down just for myself.
But in fact, I want people to understand me.
People I can love to be exact.
And you can never love anyone too close to you enough, to share all your life experience with them.
Can you?

Don't want to sound like some little emo girl.
I am a pretty contented person actually.
Tonight, I am gonna light up the fireplace.
Make me a nice dinner.
Feel the warm of being at home.
Didn't know that feeling for a while.
But everything is alright now.
God bless.
(that reminds me of how much I hate most of intolerant US churches, and the catholic church using religion to extort people, and the church of england, founded only so english kings could re-marry.)
But I do like the concept of religion.
I knew one priest, that was always there to listen to you, went for a beer with you, smoked a cigarette with you, just to make you feel better.
He died recently.
 Shame buddhism is such an outdated concept.
 Though I like the "painting chinese pictures with cats' tails dipped in colour" part of it.

Get educated. It gives new perspective.
+it makes you smart like an ass. See for yourself. I'm 16.
(I am going to loathe myself for the rest of my life for writing this sentence.)